Piece of Mind

Goodbye

I’ll miss having someone around….

And even though you seem like you didn’t want things to end… and said there’s a possibility of getting back together… I don’t think I could ever trust you again…. one heartbreak is enough… I’m done. You can be my friend, but I will no longer make the effort. I promise to make you do the work this time, because all I have been doing is make things work, so now it’s your turn to learn. You should have appreciated me more… I know you’re stressed with school but you shouldn’t have asked me out in the beginning…. I should have said no… I had someone else I could have been with. Thanks for nothing. Although I will seem like I have no animosity towards you, it is because I will put on the show I am perfectly the same, nice and happy and sweet… but truthfully I want to just show you what you lost and I want you to regret… just as I have felt so many times. You have just been another guy on my plate… and I wish that one will come along that can really appreciate me. I want to be loved by someone who will reciprocate my love. I can’t ever look at you the same, and you proved to me that I should trust no guy. I can’t keep falling for guys… then just end up splattered on the ground… I don’t wanna fall and not be caught. I just wanna find someone who is worth my wild, why can’t a nice guy come along and make me feel like I did with my ex. I loved that boy… but then he crushed my heart… I had never been so devastated. I guess ever ending is beginning to get easier. I have realized that it’s an accustom now, I am used to it… I expect the worse, as I should. I need to guard my heart because it is clear to me now, I can no longer trust anyone… because I will just be left in the dust. Someone please mend me back together… I pray for my savior. Mend my broken heart because I no longer can get emotionally attached to anyone… I just want to feel hopeful, happy, and loved again. I don’t want to be depressed anymore.

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